OMG! it's AU REVOIR, not AU REVOUIR! esh? what was i thinkin?

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BONJOUR! COMMENT ALLEZ-VOUS? okay...so this is my second...i have another one, but it's like..meant for ME...duh...like, why did i make that one for? you're probably guessing what Le Maquette means, eh? leave that all up to me... :D i used to keep a journal...(it's in me laptop...) but i guess this'll work for me,too...besides..it's nice sharing stuff...as long as they don't go overboard! ;) jeez....i bought my dad some pants...and it didn't fit him...like, i know his exact size...anyways...thank goodness, he ain't mad or anything.... about my grades...who likes ecology, anywayz? grrrr....it's so hot,,,and i'm so bored...and my life...well...could it like...be any more miserable? see...i haven't had a boyfriend in...10 months, and,uh..he dumped me in the first place..and the weird part is...he said he wasn't dumping me, and he didn't even allow me to date, but then he said ..."maybe you'd meet the right guy for you, THERE"... my past relationship wasn't a mess at all...in fact, i could say that in ten months, of us being together...i was sooo sure about a lot of things... (jeez! i liked him since i was in second year...we got together in senior year...) i just didn't expect him to break it off that way. and now, i'm so depressed...coz i miss my parents, and i can't get home...damn. and for those of you who doesn't know... I WANNA BE A MODEL!!! :D my parents kinda agreed to putting me into JOHN ROBERT POWERS' modelling school...but probably i'd be there before i turn 18..not now..i mean, not with this kind of color... i still have to improve a lot of things...physically...mentally...whatever...i have to change to..someone better...i've been dreaming of this since..i was like....9! and now i'm so damn sure of this. probably some of you are laughing...even wondering...ABBIE?NO WAY! but NO ONE CAN STOP ME! even if you think i'm ugly,too short, and all that shit...it's what i wanna be...SO DON'T DARE TELL ME...THAT I CANNOT LIVE UP TO MY DREAMS, because..I ALREADY AM! JE M'OUN FOUS! AU REVOUIR! (jeez...way too harsh for a...welcome thingymajig, i guess....)

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