I didn't say I wus scared of what's gonna happen in the future... and besides...i wusn comparing them to you, Len... i wus just sharing the friendship me and Ayah have... is there something wrong wit saying how we were, and still are? ... maybe you just misunderstood it...



*yawn* i just took my nap... it wusn very long, tho.... but like i've been texting y'all, i wus trying to hum myself a song ta sleep... :D hehe... it did work.... :D at first it didn't but then it did... :D coo'...



Kevin...when are you comin back? i want my ham and cheese ryt this second! :D

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...Hi Y'all... hhmm.. i don't know...i don't know if there's something to be mad about. If there's one person i should mad at, it's myself. Because all this...happened.



But... there's just this one problem and i just can't stop thinking about it. how this one person has just... been getting on my nerves lately... but then...maybe after i let it out to a friend..it would help. then i'd just go back to tolerating the same old attitude. i don't even know how it got to me getting pissed...Should i even get pissed?...



oh, and uhm...the person named DEVIL tagged me again. :D saying " you and len suck"... I'm like... *yawn* BORRRING! you said that before! say something new! (like it would affect me..haha!..) gosh... people nowadays... Aldrich is ryt... they're acting like retards... and Lance says... they're just being Filipinos... and Len says... they're not even human... and Abbie says... "PAPAMPAM lang yan..."... basta, ako, hindi ako nakikialam ng buhay ng may buhay... *wink* I think i know who it is.... *evil grin*



I guess i can't curse in this blog... :D Haha. Like, is it even me to curse people?... i mock... i've been like that since high school. And Lance knows about it. He knows about who, and why... George,too... but i don't wanna make fun of people anymore. i don't want people doing that to me. Before, i used to stop some of my friends from making fun of other people...And God would bless me for that. but now, i'm being one of them. And I don't want that to happen...I wanna be nice again...Mark would tell me that he likes me for who i am... and that i'm a wonderful person. I took that compliment. I should keep that in mind... like,why should i change anyways? i have this great life, great friends, great family...i've got everything i...need?want?.. (thanks Lance, you made me think about that... :D ) i wanna go back to who i was. i'm thinking Lance is ryt. i myt be in this crossroad...one wrong turn, and i'm gonna be a biatch...making fun of them, when i'm not even in the position to. to all of you mockerz...take a look at yourself before you mock other people... I mean, i know i do mock Joel... but sometimes he just can't stop calling me even at 2 A.M. and mocking is my only way to get back at him. (HELLO? 2 A.M.? what the hyuk?....) oh well....



...since...this is me...Unwrapped?...i'm gonna be thanking the people who have made up mostly of who i am... this year...



actually...everyone in the "tropa" have "participated"... :D



....i love you all...



Whenever i feel down, i hug that dolphin stuffed toy... whenever i do...it helps me...calm down... thanks, Drichy... and chocolates help,too... so, thanks, Mik... :D



People may definitely be misunderstanding me...seeing me everyday goin wit difrent guys, but... hey... i'm just workin my way..ta getting close ta all of them... like i said...i get along well wit guys more than gurlz... I remember telling Andz that and he said this joke... haha... :D i wanna "use" this freedom that i have. when i get a bf, i won't be able to hang out wit you guys like i do... it's gonna be difrent...



basta..i love my guyfriends so much.... MWWAAHH! ta all of you! :D





...ats it..



i'm outtie...















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George... that would be cool, though....i mean, yeah... waking up 2 years later?.. haha! u went past thru all the problems u shud've gone thru...but then...trying to know how everything turned out to be like that...uhm...that's pretty hard... but then...come to think of it? Wouldn't that feel.... GREAT? :D and I'm a broad journ student!!WOW!!! :D



Angela Martie Alfeche. One of my bestfriends back in 2nd year High School. used to do crazy stuff together... we also did this...dare... haha...actually we never did it... ;p

She texted me today...i was...HAPPY. :) i'm like... "You, You...when was the last time we actually talked?".. hehe... :D

Hey Jelaim... Miss you girl...:) all we ever do is mock each other. I've been this mocker ever since. Imagine, even Ja gets annoyed...



anyways... i went thru my old photo album...texted Vincent... he wus my "childhood sweetheart"... :D he wus also my "escort" back in Grade 4... he dint reply! hehe... he's studying in UP Manila now...freshman. i told you i wus supposed to be a freshie now...if i weren't... accelerated..back in Grade School...if only i could go back.. *sigh*...but I'm happy...at least I have you guys now... :)



I guess I had this..."I-don't-know-how-to-describe-it-childhood"... Gosh... Uhm... If only i could tell how my childhood "really" was... Guys, let's do a movie of my life!...uhh...bad idea? :D



J'em La Vie...is another blog... I'ma be posting there whenever i feel angry or whatever... but y'all try checking it out once in a while, otei? :)



...Uhm...i wanna tell y'all ... y'all who just keeps gossiping around... J'EM MOUN FOUS!! haha...



Guys...thanks for listening...y'all know who you are... :) I love y'all...



Goodnight, me lads! :D



MWWWAAHHH!



I'd like to hum a song for y'allz one day...before y'all go ta sleep... ;p by the fireplace... hehe...is it for "y'allz" or am i talking about one person? kkhh khh...oh well... :)

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Hey Guys... wut up? Hope y'all are doing fine...



Anyways... i'm being a ditz again... thinking that depression could be dealt by shopping and frappuccinos... well they do. temporarily. :D haha... If only i were in G4 or Powerplant (it's been a long time since i last went there)... wit a Topshop bag on my right hand, Frapp in my left... *breathes deeply* that would be.... heaven... :D haha... okay...okay... to tell y'all the truth... all i need is to be in a beach. :D Just, sittin on the sand, wit the water running up to my feet... :) ... I could meditate only if it weren't so noisy here... ... ... If only I were back in Jeddah... I'd be in the tub ryt now... but i'm not. Instead I'm sitting in my bed, typing all these" If only " phrases in my lappie...



Or.. Eastwood... SPA! If only i had a car... :D hehe...



....I can't download "You and I both",,, ARGH!!! ...



uhm... It's 1 P.M. and yet it looks like... it's already 6 somethin... i hafta go to church today... God help me fight all these... bad elements... :D



Matrix Revolutions! November.... can't wait...



Uhm... hey...i wanna watch How to deal... Uptown Girls...House of a thousand corpses...Hollywood Homicide...House of 1000 corpses... some of the movies I wanna watch wit 1 person... :D i don't wanna elaborate.. baka may magsalita nanaman... :D



Mandy Moore has a new movie! :D (aside from How to deal...)



I haven't been out of the house... for 2 days now. Mostly I'm in my room surfing the net... yada yada... and I haven't received a single text since this morning... :D If i don't receive anything before the day ends...that's a bad sign. I should start making new friends... :D haha... uhm... yeah..



... the thing is... I never acted desperate of getting something... uhm... basta... not like some people I know... hmm....



oh well... let's just see how the day is going to turn out...



Oh, and guys... what d'yall think of the singing at Inazalle? ... I'm not fishing for compliments (like some people, who does it on a "regular basis"..) but i wus wondering if it's... okay.... ??? or is it... stupid? ... i mean, do i have the rights to? ...



I miss Ayah... and Maya... my two best gurlfriends since High School... before Ja and i got together, it's the three of us who'd usually hang out... do stuff... oh, and how could i forget...Naj... :)



I miss hearing from them. I mean, usually at school, I'd be found wit Ayah ALL THE TIME... and Maya, I talk to her on the phone evvvery DAMN day... it doesn't matter whether i'm soaked in the tub, wit all the bubbles, or whether i'm still in my towel,brushing my hair (dripping wet...)... whether I'm dressing up, etc... even if i just thought of something stupid I'd call Maya... :D ... a few numbers i should never... ever forget... 6683277, 6740414, 6742439... Ja's, Ayah's and Maya's... :D hehe... Miss them.



There were these days when Ayah would call out of the blue and say.."Abbie, i'm going Sheraton. you're coming wit me..." "Abbie, we gonna have a picnic by the seaside...you're coming wit me..."... "Abbie...you're coming over.." haha... and my parents never said "NO" when it comes to Ayah...



I remember this one time... January 2 2002... Ayah said we'd go to Sheraton... and... in the middle of our sleep... we were attacked...by all these mosquitoes and we don't know how the hell they got into our villa... ( the same villa we stayed when Ja and the rest were wit us celebrating Ayah's birthday...we stayed overnyt too...) So, Ayah and I got out of the villa...went to the basketball court, where her brother and his friends were playing... and we were just sitting on the other side talking about life... and stargazing... :) then we took a walk to our favorite spot... by the water... it wus dark then... i wus scaring the hell out of Ayah.. all you'd hear her say was.. "AAAAHHH!!! Abbie, don't... Abbie bad ka..." kkhh khhh!!!... then... her brother's friends were acting like a bunch of crazy people... they tried to frighten us by hiding behind trees and garbage cans... :D HAHA! ... we ended up laughing instead.



So many times Ayah and I have fought over something. But then she always.. always gave way for me. We don't really talk that much anymore but I will always remember what she said... "just cus we don't talk very often, or see each other everyday, doesn't mean we're not BESTfriends anymore..." NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE WHAT AYAH AND I HAVE... She's more than a bestfriend...or closefriend to me...she's more of like my sister... no... what we both have...can't be explained by words...



Ayah, If you get to read this : ... remember I TURN TO YOU? ... yeah... the bathroom scene back in third year....



I LOVE YOU GIRL!!! and i may have gone thru my problems witout you (physically) here by my side... but... at least i have stood up knowing that you are ALWAYS there... our friendship has no limitations... None...whatsoever... MWAH!...



...wow... si Abbie nag-drama... :D wala lang...



oh well... :)



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I'ma be posting here, mostly of how i feel...Hope y'all won't mind cus I won't be "censoring" myself.



Life IS full of colours. Candy Colours. The thing is, it's not always as sweet (like candy)...



It's funny cus my life could be compared 'ta candies. Sometimes it could "taste" like... Gummibears,Gummiworms...Starburst... haha... Starburst.



Hope y'all enjoy... :)



It's gonna be another side of me not all of you see...and not all of you know about...

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TAKE ME OUT TO A SHOPPING SPREE.



I guess it's all that i need right now... i watched SEX and the CITY just a few minutes ago... ala lang... Carrie had another thought. "Maybe we should let go of who we were. To be the person we will be.."... that goes out to all of you who think SATC is just all about... you know what. I just love Carrie.... :)



Hope "Ands" isn't tampo... uhmm...be optimistic...wala lang siyang load... ...hope he got home safe, though...



Oh... uhm...Drichy, Mik... thanks for the pasalubong!... IT MADE MY DAY...read: IT DID. not KINDA, BUT IT DID... that came out wrong... :D



Oh, and uhm...Lance... i never did what J.Lo has been doing... like... she'd go out wit him...or...cla ng mga ilang months then they'd break up... i may be picky but at least i don't...take chances...just like that. my being picky...is ...good in a way, cus at least...when i get to finally pick... i'ma be sure of it...not regret later... rryyyt? ... :)



I'm happy and confused at the same time. this week has been all about... ehem... uhm... oh...i can't say it...baka ma-mis judge nanaman ako... ... but it's kinda focused on one SUBJECT...



George... thanks for comforting me last night huh... i wusn acting sick or anything... and even if you didn't wanna talk about... i'm thankful you were still asking me about why...yada yada... and George... i understand her narin... i'm not anti anymore... i'm neutral...but... we'll talk about this... when we meet...



Mark! thanks for slicing the spare ribs wit the bread knife in Inazalle! :D haha... please help me wit that...and thanks for uhm...being very...TOTALLY...supportive of everything that i do...i was right about running to you in the first place.you never pushed me into anything.all you did wus give me the choices.and you're like..."it's up to you...kung saan ka happy, dun ka...and i'm happy when you're happy..." remember how we got close? haha!!! it's funny how things turn out to be... ;p



Oh, Hi... L.A. :) how's everything going? ...



FINALS... GOSH DARN IT. Lancy, proud of ya... :)



Belated Happy Birthday, Brian!!! :) i'm still tampo cus you didn't join us for dinner... hmp! ...



yeah but i'm also happy cus the people who promised to follow did follow. this time. :) thanks...if it weren't for ya i wouldn't have felt any better... :D



I will go down wit this ship...and i won't put my hands up...and surrender... there will be no white flag above my door...i'm in love...and always will be... ...



i will never forget those words... (my last post) i wanna add more but... nah... i'll just keep the others to myself... :)



tomorrow's gonna be September 27... check out what i wrote 2 years ago...



Sept. 27 2k.1

11:08 A.M.




Here sa school! katabi ko sha, actually...and he's been bugging me,,,he wants to read this. actually i don't want him to see any of this. Why? cyempre baka ma turn-off siya... (i'ma edit some of it! haha..) ... i've been thinking of changing my "image" now. wala lang. just thought of it. ..



Sept. 28, 2k.1

4:37 P.M.




last night, and early morning we talked. he was SOOOOO sweet!telling me that he has a lot of plans for the future and that i'm a part of it. Sheesh! First Lady Almasco! He imagined being an Ambassador, or the President of the Philippines! Abbie Guinomla. mmm.... he asked me what would my reaction be if I'd/We'd see each other in 5, or 6, or whatever years... i said..."I dunno!"...He asked if it would be a hug,...shake hands,...a smack... (edit, edit....) he also wondered...what the girl he's gonna marry in the future is doing right now...then he asked me..."e ikaw?"... i said..."He's talking to me on the phone right now.." then he said..."hmp! INUNAHAN MO AKO EH!"...



we were so mushy back then. but hey, it worked. :) and just look at all the promises... :) oh well... :) If i were Carrie, i would say... I couldn't help but wonder: what are promises made for?

....quite shallow...but don't you ever wonder? about promises? they're just there to make you expect!... but why do we just always fall for it? ARGH!...



YEY! "Ands" replied... so as Mark and Lance!!! ... :D i wus kinda...lookin forward to someone texting me...(someone who has sense! ) YEY! :D that made my night! :)



wow.... :D well, yeah, except for the news that Lance told me kanina...and that guy calling me "San Shai"... ... ... ggrrr....



oh well... There's gotta be more to life....than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me...



read Len's blog... something she said that kinda hit me... yeah... I am thankful for this...for whatever i have right now. and i'm happy i have them. I wanna thank God, too... cus it's like i don't have to TRY TOO HARD... in everything... EXCEPT academics... :) just that... i know people who are SO desperate when it comes to getting what they want...i mean, SO desperate that it's getting on my nerves. i have been really showy when it comes to how i've been feeling but I AM NOT DESPERATE. and i am NOT TRYING TOOOOO HARD. i do try but not THAT OBVIOUS... and i don't get on anyone's nerves intentionally. some people do that... i never tried getting attention...like....IN YOUR FACE.... i don't know how to feel about it... but yeah... oh well....



I am happy.... but i'm pissed at the same time, too...



I NEED SOMEONE I COULD TRUST ... i hafta talk to someone about this... someone who would listen, understand and KEEP IT BETWEEN me and him/her... ... ... cus people still spill things that aren't supposed ta be... oh well... ... ...



maybe Ed would help! haha...



LIFE...



i'm outtie...



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Is it official? J.Lo and Ben Affleck broke up? … ????? HUH? … uhm… it’s been….what..since they got together? WHEN IS SHE NOT GONNA RUN THRU MEN LIKE WATER? … But then…Ben Affleck? Haha. Her best catch yet…



Uhm…I’m really really really happy…and thankful…nothing bad happened to you guys… *(y’all know who y’are…)* next time please take a lot…(and I mean, A LOT) of EXTRA CARE… jeez… *whew*



I bathed the dogs today. :) uhm, actually it’s just Mimi… took a video of her wit water drippin from her fur… hehe… I’m like…”Mimi, you look awful!” … hehehe… :D



Went ‘ta Marra’s debut last night…held in Café Ignacia in San Vicente…a 15 min. drive from home…funny…they were showing this slide presentation… all her pictures since she was a baby… I wus just visualizing…wut it’s gonna be like….if wus in my own debut… :) hehe… but yeah… it’s gonna be fun… SANA. Marra wus also crying while sayin her “THANK YOU’S” … So I told Drichy, “I’ma be cryin’, too… while sippin on cosmo in some bar in Katipunan…or Libis…” but I have another good idea… WE ALL CHECK IN A HOTEL! Let’s all stay in a room and bo-- *Buzzer beeps* is it gonna be a bad idea for our ‘rents? Haha. I bet. I don’t really know what to do then… As much as I really wanna do the trad,I also wanna be unique. But I still wanna have that “spirit” of celebrating the 18th year of my life…The only thing about doing the trad thing is that…the attention is all on you. Like, for the first time…people are gonna be talking about you, you, and, erm, you… you’ll be hearin’ all these praises… and as always…you’d look… extra…pretty? :D not that I’m desperate of all that, but since it’s gonna be my 18th birthday (HE-LLO? :D ) of course I’d wanna be treated …a little more extra special… (honestly, I really appreciate the way everyone is treating me now… honestly…) :)



We didn’t go to church today… but I wanna pray the rosary wit my cousin… it’s one thing I’m losing. Communication wit God. And in times like these. It’s him I need to talk to. Him I need to lean on to. Him I should turn to.



..”you’re the love of my life… I don’t want you lonely”…



..”you are the sweetest person I’ve known…”



..”I’ll be here for you, so you won’t get fed up…”



..”ikaw ata pinakamabait, promise…”



..”I used to think you were this show-off...maarte type…I’m sorry I misjudged you before dawg…”



..”I don’t know where you get your patience, Abbie…”




thankful…thankful for all these people… it’s like…they remind me… that…I should just be happy…wit the way I already am…well, yeah, I bet a few people would misjudge me for posting these here, but what can y’all do? These people make me happy. These people…are responsible for me bein able ta keep my sanity…for keepin’ me grounded.. thankful you guys love me! :)



MWAH! ...

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Every month is our month, Sara… and I love you everyday…this is our month, and it never has to end…I live for one thing. To love you. To make you happy. To live firmly and joyously. November is all I know. And all I ever wanna know”



“All we have is how you’ll remember me. And I need that memory to be strong and beautiful… God, Nelson you’re my immortality! You have me. Forever. Now let me go?




If I wus Charlize Theron I’d definitely cry hearing and saying those lines in the middle of the shoot… :)



Hmm… George… here are the stuff I wanna get naman :



1.) A Philosophy 3 in 1 shampoo

2.) An Origins Moisturizer

3.) More Topshop boyshorts!! ;p

4.) Lancome Loose Powder

5.) Clinique moisturizing soap

6.) Lancome Juicy Tubes

7.) Lancome eye cream

8.) Smashbox Studio fix

9.) Bobbi Brown lipgloss

10.) Tank Tops from Topshop,Mango and A/X

11.) A Tote from U

12.) Roman slip-ons from Nine West

13.) Steve Madden boots

14.) A bag from Fendi

15.) Boy Briefs from Calvin Klein

16.) A charmbracelet from Tiffany and Co.



Things I wanna do someday: (some I want accomplished now)



1.) Dress like Carrie Bradshaw

2.) SAVE

3.) Get a 2.75 GPA *wink*

4.) Own an apartment in Manhattan ( HOW I WISH…)

5.) Study for a day (like, A WHOLE DAY)

6.) Try sitting in a bar alone, and that no one…would come up to me and buy me a drink or start a conversation just cus i'm alone…just that I want the whole world to give me time to be alone…in a bar…drinking the night away…

7.) Date either Rich Herrera or Lucky Manzano…(HAHA! dream on)

8.) front cover,front cover! *wink*





I wus readin’ “Kiss and Tell”…and one of Carrie’s quandaries wus :



What if Prince Charming had never showed up? Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever? Or would she have eventually woken up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a health-care package, and a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank? I couldn’t help but wonder : inside every confident, driven single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved?



HAHA! It hit me… :) well yeah, I think inside every girl…every woman… we all are waitin’ to be saved. I thought I was. … well…AM I?



WHITE FLAG - Dido



I know you think that I shouldn't still love you

I'll tell you that

But if I didn't say it

Well, I'd still have felt it

Where's the sense in that?



I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder

Or return to where we were



Well I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be



I know I left too much mess

And destruction to come back again

And I caused but nothing but trouble

I understand if you can't talk to me again

And if you live by the rules of "It's over"

Then I'm sure that that makes sense



Well I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be



And when we meet

As I'm sure we will

All that was then

Will be there still

I'll let it pass

And hold my tongue

And you will think

That I've moved on



Well I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be



Well I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be



I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be






-- it's the song that keeps playing in my head..maybe i'd sing that to someone from my past. :)



i'm outtie...





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LET'S JUST EAT AT THE CANTEEN EVERYNIGHT!! i like it better... i never worry about curfew or anything... :D ala lang... oh well...



Len and I cut class.. LOGIC and REED. i can't believe it. I like Fallacy... :( hehe... gosh...



nothin much to say but... i found NEW FRIENDS. :)



MWAH!

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CHECK THIS OUT! hehe.. Len sent it ta me..



A poem for us....

I shave my legs,



I sit down to pee.



And I can justify



any shopping spree.







Don't go to a barber,



but a beauty salon.



I can get a massage



without a hard-on.







I can balance the checkbook,



I can pump my own gas.



Can talk to my friends,



about the size of my ass.





My beauty's a masterpiece,



and yes, it takes long.



At least I can admit,



to others when I'm wrong.





I don't drive in circles,



at any cost.



And I don't have a problem,



admitting I'm lost.







I never forget,



an important date.



You just gotta deal with it,



I'm usually late.







I don't watch movies,



with lots of gore.



Don't need instant replay,



to remember the score.







I won't lose my hair,



I don't get jock itch.



And just cause I'm assertive,



Don't call me a bitch.







Don't say to your friends,



Oh yeah, I can get her.



In your dreams, my dear,



I can do better!







Flowers are okay,



But jewelry's best.



Look at me you idiot...



Not at my chest????







I don't have a problem,



With Expressing my feelings.



I know when you're lying,



You look at the ceiling.





DON'T call me a GIRL ,



a BABE or a CHICK .







I am a WOMAN.







Get it?, you DICK!?!




:D



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YADA-YADA-YADA...



George! you looked really cute last night, i swear! i mean... i wus like,.."George, we goin down the stairs now... this is a step...this is another step...".."Oh, watch out.... there's a rock..."... haha... ala lang... i wanna be like that,too... but you know what i really wanna do? just..."Drink 'til i drop..." y'know the feeling that... you wake up the next morning, having no idea..what happened the night before...that's cool...swear... :) hehe... but i get really red when i get drunk! ... :D



uhm... yeah... George... i'm...scared... but yeah...you'll help me... :D about that thing...last night... just wanna tell you i really appreciate you being open when it comes ta that... :) honestly... :) just want you to know that you can trust me... :) just pray i won't TOTALLY go mad... or... uhm... ala lang...



I'm hungry... guess i gotta go... uhm...



I'm praying for your Grandad, drichy.. and that you'd feel better... ... ...



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"Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?

Have you ever, have you ever...



Have you ever been in love

Been in love so bad

You'd do just about anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

You'd give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start



Have you ever found the one

you've dreamed of all your life

You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to

Only to find that one won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and

Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care





What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby

What do I gotta say to get to your heart

To make you understand how I need you next to me

Gotta get you in my world

Cuz baby I can't sleep
"...



:)

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First of all... i wanna say Thanks to MR. JOEL GARCIA... haha! i finally have the Sex and the City ( Kiss and Tell ).... HAHA! it's a book... ala lang... i told him to check how much it costs...and he said it's PHP1,050 so i'm like.... okay, i could get that by December, then he said he'll just buy it for me... but i still wanna pay him back... Christmas gift daw nya!... aww... thanks Joel... i know I haven't been treating you well but hey, to be honest... really appreciate everything... :) and like i told you, don't mind me mockin'... mocking is a HUGE part of Abbie... haha... but then, OH WELL... thanks... :) just act mature okay? ( tee-hee!)



okay, uhm... since Joel started wit the Christmas gifts, i want the Sex and the City on DVD huh! ;p YEEAHH! but then it's like 999... kkhhh khhh khhh... *wink* *wink*



i figured all i can give for Christmas to you guys is... uhm... i'ma be callin' each and every one of ya... hehe... uhhh... duh... hehe... i'll figure out what i'm gonna get you guys... it would be fun if we celebrated it overnight..somewhere... like, exactly on the 25th... rriighhtt?? cool... :D



George... lighten up, Man... in times like these we don't need a sanmig light. we need a barrel o'cosmo. :) y'know wut we shud do? let's just go Hard Rock or Tequila Joe's or Friday's in Makati, and just drink 'til 3 A.M. i like cozy bars... don't you? i mean, all we gonna do is talk,talk,talk and act like total retards ;p haha... they sure won't mind...



I have this freakin' rash below my neck and it sucks... Petroleum Jelly helps.... but.... ARGH! i got this after seeing Heart... What the -- (sorry, i mocked your gf, Lance...)



anyways.... me kinda kinda gotta go now...



i've said enough...



hope some of us would somehow find a way to smile today...tho i know it's kinda impossible...i'm prayin' for olla ya...



i love you guys so much.... MWAH!!!



oh, and i saw Ate Jeng today... talked about our life in Jeddah and a few shocking news about her and my batchmates... Ate Lori's having a baby, Ate Nikki tied the knot, my batchmate Abdulkhaliq got married to this gurl...actually his brother got her pregnant, but his brother didn't want to do anything wit her, so Khaliq just... -- i mean, would you believe that? marry the gurl whom your brother got pregnant? WTF? just... they all shock me...oh well...life...



Gosh-Darn it! the guyz at my back are like SO loud, UGH...it's like... d'ya guys have any manners? YECK! they irritate me... JOLOGS. eww... (God Forbid...)... well some of my friends from Jeddah act like this but not when we're in public...



back in high school, i had this tropa where i wus the ONLY gurl. People kinda misunderstand me back then,too... well is there anythin' i can do? i have more guyfriends than gurlfriends. i get along well wit them better... it's like, they understand me more (no offense to my gurlfriends, but..yea... ) it kinda felt good, cus aside from Ja, i have a whole bunch of guys taking care of me... especially when someone puts up a fight, they're like, "SINO DIYAN? SINO DIYAN?" haha... :) i really like the pampering... cool... :D but then...yeah, so you think i'm a flirt? haha... try hanging out wit guys more... you'll enjoy their company... i swear... :)



to DJUK... i'm not the typical filipina. i don't wanna be or i'll end up like you. narrow-minded... conservative na wala sa lugar...



and BWAHAHA...brat?i'm an only child...and flirt you say? have you ever heard the phrase "and magnanakaw galit sa kapwa magnanakaw" ? if i get on your nerves and i'm not even doing anything, well...that's your problem... sorry if you think i'm a threat to ya, but... i'm not... aww...i'm sorry i hafta burst your bubble, honey... :)



this is the last you'll ever hear about this... if anyone tags something like this again... promise i won't bring it up... :D



as what Ben always say......... KEEP SMILING! haha...



hope y'all KICK ASS today...



MWAH!



i'm outtie...



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things don't always go as planned... :) ala lang... :) i'm smiling! :D Uhm... ala lang... uhm... i just don't know how i'm supposed to feel... it's like i'm up for a sanmig light... RIGHT NOW... NO! a Cosmo! i want a COSMOPOLITAN!!!



OH... uhm..Ja posted... :) in our "groups"... oh well...



OH WHATEVER...ala lang....i wus thinkin' of him before i went 'ta take my nap kanina... my friends advised me that i should think of things that make me sleepy... and i thought of Ja... i dozed off! less than 5 minutes... effective huh... ;)



aww...i'm starting to miss my high school friends... :( i wanna spend time wit them naman..especially those studying in Manila...



AHHH! i don't wanna be Alice anymore! ...



i don't wanna ... any more....

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"We can't play this game anymore but can we still be friends...Things just can't go on like before but can we still be friends..Let's admit we made a mistake but can we still be friends..Heartbreak's never easy to take but can we still be friends.." ...



"If you're over me,I'm already over you...If it's all been done

What is left to do...How can you hang up,If the line is dead

If you wanna walk out,I'm a step ahead...If you're moving on,

I'm already gone
..."



it's two of the songs that keep playin in my head like, OVER and OVER...



Any of you know that Cathy Dennis song? FICKLE?..

"Fickle...you're so fickle...you always try to change your mind, and leave me wit a riddle...you don't make sense wit your cruel intentions...blah blah blah..."



that's totally me. i don't know what i really want. IT'S NOT MY TIME YET! but yeah...it's true that i could just be feeling this way now...cus of all this...bullcrap...everything's cloudy again!

i don't even know how i'm feeling...i'm definitely not depressed,i'm not happy,i'm not sad either...probably...stressed? from all the thinking i have been doing. the thing is, i shouldn't even be thinking. there's just ONE thing that should be stuck in this...brain...and that's 2.5... y'all know wut that means. but i'm thinkin' y'all don't even know why i'm feelin this way... :)



oh well... i guess i really shouldn't have been so OPEN about my life here... people are just acting differently...so, what's a blog for then? :)



HAHA! one day i'ma be happy,too...and you'd catch me singin' "And i...i wanna share my whole life wit you, i wanna keep on dreamin dreams and wit you, make them all come true.." Cliche.But True. i mean, i guess when I.. "I finally found someone, someone to share my life...i finally found the one, to be wit everynight, cus whatever i do, it's just got to be...-" *silence*...But before i even get there i hafta be like..."I'm feeling that feeling again..and i'm back in the game i can't seem to win, loves knockin on the door of my heart once more...THINK I'D LET HIM IN...but before i begin..."



but now i'm REALLY like... "don't...don't let me be the last to know...don't hold back..just let it go..." and somewhat wit a twist of..."taking away,the fact that i care about you

it's just your ways, so sweet

everything seems right around you

did you know,that you.. had this calming way about you

in your touch...and i wanna know if i could be your girl...you are everything...and everything is you
..."



HAHA! funny... it's raining...i'm in front of my lappie... "I'm kissing you" by Desiree playing on MTV. Remember how that track used to play over and over before i slept. Still remember how it felt though. *shuts her peepers*... It's really cold... (it's always been cold in my room...:) ) lying faced down...really dark...mind (as usual) wandering off...*snaps back to reality* (distracted by the song she is currently hearing...) TELL ME THAT ISN'T "I'll make love to you".. by BOYZ II MEN...NAAA-UUHH!!!! ...Oh, FUSH DARN IT!... FINE... I'ma have to sue MTV for this... hmp..."and i'll hold you tight, BABY althrough the night...".. *sigh*...wonder how Ja is now. But what i really wanna know is how the gurl he always hangs around wit is... hmm...she must be so lucky...if she only knew...how great he is...if God brings us both back together...if i had another chance wit him, I'll take it. I definitely will. but not right now. just that...what i meant wus that i'm not closin my doors on anyone. NOT ON ANYONE. maybe i'm just not ready, but maybe i am. i'm just confused. it's like i'm the only one bringing up "this" subject anyways...i'm just gonna wait for the right time. besides, i'm still not sure of how things really are... :)



i should be cool about it...yea...KEEP COOL, ABBIE... BE HAPPY!!! :)



"I don't wanna take advice from fools,i'm just thinking everything is cool...but til i hear it from you..." :)



"you light me up, and then i fall for you, you lay me down and then i call for you...stumblin' on reasons that are far and true..."



"lyin here wit you...lis'nin to the rain,smilin' just to see...the smile upon your face...these are the moments, I thank God that i'm alive...these are the moments i'll remember all my life...I found all i've waited for...and i could not ask for more...lookin in your eyes...seein all i need, and everything you are, is everything to me...these are the moments, i know heaven must exist, and these are the moments, i know all i need is this... i have all i've waited for... and i could not ask for more...right here in this moment...here wit you, here wit me...i could not ask for more than the love you gave me... cus it's all i've waited for...and i could not ask for more..."



"when the day is long, and the night, and the night is yours alone, when you think you've had enough, of this life, then hang on...don't let yourself go...cus everybody cries, and everybody hurts, sometimes..."



"I never asked for this feeling, i never thought i would fall, i never knew how i'd felt 'til the day you were gone, i was lost...i never asked for red roses, i wasn't lookin for love...I miss you so much, I long for your love...it scares me...cus my heart gets so weak, that i can't even breathe...how can you take things so easily...baby why aren't you missin' me?..it wus silly of me to believe, that if i just open my heart, things would come naturally...so in love...so naive..."



"C'mon baby, c'mon over, let me be the one to show you...I'm the one who wants to be wit you, deep inside i hope you feel it too..."



"It's about you, it's about me, it's about everything between, and i say..i'm sayin' goodbye to you, I'm sayin hi to you wit no clue...It's about time, that I... MAKE UP MY MIND.."



"and i...gave it all away...just to have somewhere to go to...gave it all away...to have someone to come home to..."



"You can say what you want, but i won't change my mind, i'd feel the same...about you...and you can tell me your reasons but i won't change my feelings, i'd feel the same...about you..."



"D'ya ever have that dream, when you're walkin naked down the street, and everyone just stares...d'ya ever feel so deep, that you speak your mind you put other's straight to sleep...YOU WONDER IF ANYBODY CARES? sometimes i think i'm the only one...whose day turned out...unlike it had begun..and i feel...Barenaked, and i..can't take it...i'm gettin Jaded, no i just can't fake it anymore...cus I'm barenaked...and i know...life's what you make it, wish i could FLOAT away..to some other day..."



"Let's wait awhile..before we go too far.."



"Let's take it slow, so slow.."



"I don't wanna wait in vain for your love..."



"when you're cold, i'll be there...hold you tight...to me.."





it's how i feel... all in all... kinda weird..."let's take it slow" then "I don't wanna wait"...



but yea... it's the "SUMMARY"... ;p

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wow...looks like i've been irritating a few people lately...well, i'm not doing anything on purpose guys... Haha... cool...at first i'm like... :( ... "OMG, what am i doing wrong?"... uhm... oh well...Lance told me to be myself... and I am. and I'm not a biatch... :D sorry guys... i guess you just hafta know me first before you say all that. but then y'all sound so narrow-minded... i won't waste my time being nice... besides you guys kinda judged me in the first place... you know what i mean...



:)



I'm still happy, i'm sorry....

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thanks to the people who made my day! you know who y'all are... *wink*







HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEN!!! :D





that's it... :)



i guess wut i should've done is thank that person who tagged me...

... :D ... Uhm, thanks huh... goodluck to you,too! :D









HAHAHAHA!!!! :D ala lang...my friends told me not 'ta mind these people... altho i won't deny that it kinda ruined my day...but... yeah..i won't mind them stupid kabayos...hahahahaha.... *wink*



LOVE YOU GUYS...



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Actually I know i've misjudged a few people before... but i HAVE NEVER....SAID IT OUT LOUD...I mean, probably...that person who tagged me...somehow misunderstands the way i'm acting...i don't know...ala lang... i don't know if i should be affected...change the way i am...but y'know...this is Abbie... inspite of all the imperfections, the way people look at me... funny...it's happening again... :) ... :( ...



all i know is that wala akong natatapakan na ibang tao...they probably see me as a flirt... (yah, i know that... since mas marami tlga akong guyfriends...) ARGH...they just won't understand...



i guess i should focus on more important stuff than this...like my freakin' grades! :)... but then... i just can't let people think of me that way...



wait a minute... uhm, to whoever tagged that, sana lang diba, tignan mo sana muna yung sarili mo... baka magulat ka kase...you calling me a flirt...kung lalake ka man, cguro BAKLA ka... kung babae ka naman, cguro MAS FLIRT KA PA SAKIN... (kung yun man ang tingin mo sakin...) ala na kong magagawa...



i just don't want OTHER people thinking of me this way.



Last night the tropa ( as in ALL ..{uhm..not really...}of us ate out at Pizza Hut celebrating Len's birthday...) YEAH, LEN WUS HAPPY! and i wus happy for her,too... i definitely had a blast...just seeing everyone there... i did not expect that...today... sabay pa... knowing i screwed up Retorika...then seeing this...tag...



bugoy: ganda mo chok

bwahaha: hey brat.....gudluk flirting




... ... ...



ANO BANG GINAWA KO SAINYO???
...masaya lang cguro ako sa buhay ko ngaun ...uulitin ko tlga...basta alam kong wala akong natatapakan na tao... i won't mind...sana lang...basta...sana lang tlga...



Good Morning guys....







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MARK PULLED ME IN THE RAIN!!! haha... ala lang... :D



and now... altho we did hav an umbrella...we still...uhm...we soakin' wet, guyz! ... *silence*



uhm... i switched the lights off at 12 A.M. ... and i just COULDN'T get myself to sleep 'til 2 A.M. met Mark at the gate at 1 A.M. to give that Smallville VCD he wanted... after that, i still couldn't get myself to sleep, and i tried studying for my xam in retorika but...all the screws in my brain are loose... i'm like... WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? ...



DAMMIT...

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HEY PEOPLE!!!! :) :) :)



uhm...there's so much to blog about... :D one... last nyt... we ate at Greenwhich! funny...saw Andrew,mark and his other dorm mates there! :D cool... :) ala lang...



then...we got back to the dorm, had this UNEXPECTED conversation wit Edward and Anthony... :)



THEN... today... just kinda realized.... MY GRADES ARE SCREWED UP!!!! WHAT THE HYUK??? ...

*silence*



Drichy you're right about writting whatever in our blogs... i guess writting on my journal is still a lot more better... *thinks* ... yeah...



suplado ni mik!... hehe....



spent TWO LONG HOURS in the canteen...and on the street... fighting (literally) wit... OHKAY I WON'T SAY IT'S BASIL! hehe... nah, it's just the lousy things we always do... :) had fun tho... :)



we went 'ta cyber...found Karl and dem (haha! he sounds so cute when he curses..he's like..OH, I WON'T SAY IT! haha...) ... then thought of blogging today... :) Jj's nick is cute tho... "UR SO UGLY I CUD EAT A HORSE" ...haha



OH! gtg.. Karlz just texted.... BYIE!!!



MWAH!



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HALU GUYSTH! :D i'm at NERO wit Len... uhm, i'm doin this project... in Retorika....*thanks George* :) uhm... therez nothin much goin on...



got to the dorms at 7 A.M. today... slept 'til 12... WHAT THE-- told you guys...all i ever do is sleep... haha... :D too much sleep also results to gettin' the all the screws in your head loose. hahaha! :D oh well... then i got up, took a bath (again..it wus freakin' cold but i like feeling fresh ;p ) then got ready, went 'ta Len's dorm and now surfin' here at Nero's... (LEEENNN!!! you told me you were gonna help me wit my project! you're so freakin' far, gurlfriend? ESH? how you gonna help me wit this? grr...)



George... well we all need a lil bit of stress sometimes, don't we? don't worry 'bout the eyebags...i have them, too...altho they're not really obvious... *HYUK*



Karl? haha... right...long live the BUBU CLAN! hehe...



Mik...if you ever get to read this... BLEH! MAS CUTE PARIN AKO SAIYO! hehehe... mas cute celebrants ng June kaysa sa December! BLEH BLEH BLEH... :D



uhm, i'm reaaally hungry... ... ... ... ...



It's Mama Mary's birthday! :)



okay...hope i see y'allz later... :)



MWAH!



p.s.

George i can't tag... this freakin' debugger thingy... GGRRR...

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"UP YOURS! SHOWVE IT UP YOURS, ABBIE!!! "

- Basil



Nice one. Last night...was the first time...in mankind's history... haha... read this...



Abbie: Hey, is that the new Honda City? it sucks...

Lance: Yeah...i don't like it...

Abbie: I want a beetle tho...

Lance: yea...you and Mae would look cute in it...

(Basil Interrupts)

Basil: I have 3 beetles...

Abbie: Yeah, Basil - UP YOUR ASS!!!



-- and there... Basil kinda got angry...and he started punching me around... like stupid...

oh and after that, we spent 15 minutes ( uhm, i think more than that....) arguing about the tropa's current sitch...



but then, THANKS BASIL AND GAIL! for treating us last nyt 'ta Greenwhich... :) i swear...Basil wus like..oh here, have this, yada-yada... :D 2 desserts... woah. Happy 5th Monthsary guys...



WOOHOO!!! :D hehe..i FINALLY got to blog again...



George and I are at Nebo.. ( i still like saying NERO!!!) we just finished our COMP xam... we kept mumbling about surfing since last night... so much happened the whole week... i thought we were gonna be at the same classroom... JFH 401 ako, and JFH 403 si George...



Thursday night, Basil,Gail,Len,Alex,Kyle,George and I ate dinner at McDo. that's not even half of the tropa. I wus in my uniform 'til 12 A.M... *wink*... i enjoyed chatting and the company, Drichy! :D i'll try not to sleep wit my hair wet..tho i'm kinda used to it..... Friday night,wow...i get 'ta sleep here last night. Felt how lonely it wus... it wus so freakin' quiet... sobrang tahimik,nakakabingi na.. ... then today... i got my special xamination permit signed... :D YESS!!! had Dorito's and Evian for breakfast...HAHAHA... :D i eat healthy food... ;p



Hey Lance thanks for walking wit me to GDO... :) tho the conversation didn't really go anywhere... haha... Ms. Dodger ako e...sorry... but it will go somewhere...someday...



Oh, hey Mik! haha... how did the cleaning go? may changes ba kayong nakita? you guys should do that again before OPEN HOUSE. y'all come to mine, eh? that would be cool if Open House wus like, at 7-9 P.M. something... :) but then wut about my dorm mate's friends? hehe...



we need someone's house... hehe... let's do a movie marathon thing... that would be coo' ... ;p who's up for popcorn? khh khh khh...



wut's wit Drichy's site? can't tag him... HE-LLO KARL? BASIL? I've been tagging ever since... i don't know, i check them out and they're the same old thing! what the hyuk?



anyways... yah...so i gotta go now ... :)



basta... I'm taking Andrew wit me... *hmp!*



I'm outtie... *wink*



p.s.

AAHH! George can't blog...stupid P.C. ... *tsk*

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YESTERDAY WAS... i dunno... :)



okay, so...uhm... the only time i think i had fun wus when we were at Starbucks, and when Ben and I patched up..and, and, and... when we did that..."weigh" thingy... (whatever y'all call it...) haha...cool... i did something really... :) oh, and how could i forget the studio pix? and the conversation we had at the van...we should all watch Scary Movie 2 together... HAHAHA.... 'MY GERM!!!!" ..but Gail wus laughing like hell when she remembered the line...uhm..it's too explicit! hahaha.... it's the "F" word...oh well... :D haha...talk about the "tongue" scene... and..."grab the chest!"...hehehe... AAHH!! HS HS HS....



Lance said..."Paintball tayo!" ... but then i'm not up for it... first of all, i'm not wearing the proper outfit.. (TOPSHOP, guys?! hehe... and the shoes...) second, the guys who really wanted 'ta play paintball in the first place wusn't even wit us...so i'm like..."Nah...." ... if the whole tropa wus there it would be funNER.



Irritating. i studied for Logic 'til 1 am, and when i got 'ta my first class (which is at 7 A.M.) i found out we won't be having Logic today.. COOL.



Brian wus my "Mr. Cheerio" yesturday. While we were in the studio, i wusn really talking and all, then he approached me and said... "uhm, abbie, wuts wrong wit you? usually you're blooming, and smiling....now you're...you're so... " ( i'm usually blooming? uhm... ) so i'm like... "uhm, i wish i knew why..." ... heheh... it's even funny he noticed. he's been asking me wut wus wrong since we were at Rack's... oh well... :) BRIAN CARES! haha.. :) Oh, Karl, BROTHER!! speaking of Rack's...don't you love all the bread knives they've been giving us for our STEAK? cool... uhm... yeah...





today Len and I were laughing like total freaks while we were on our way 'ta walter... haha..saw this dog sleeping like...uhm... well, really weird... :D



Hey, we somehow "bonded" guys! haha... that wus fun..askin all those questionz... i like doing that...like this interview or something... :D



uhm... YEY! i took my REED xam already! 1 down....2 to go, guys! HAHA... this is lame, i swear....



MWAH!

i somehow enjoyed.. (HAHA! somehow? sama noh?okay, i did... :D ...uhm...yeah...i did, right? :) )



Ben, that's a good idea... you and Lance should really own that porn shop...our kids should be playing around there... hahaha... gosh... that's really silly, Ben...COME ON, you can't be serious about Spain,ryt? us in spain is really cool, but...A PORN SHOP AT 60? MAN... *tsk*... ;p





so, classes is gonna start in 10...so... uhm...i'm outtie???



oh, yea...bufore i furget, uhm...y'allz never stopped flatterin' moi..so ...THANKS! made my day... :D



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"PAGING SAUDIA BUS RIDERS, SAUDIA BUS RIDERS, PLEASE PROCEED TO THE MAIN GATE..." Kevin! uwi ka na daw! heheh...

everytime i hear that...either we just got dismissed from class,Ja and i would be walking 'ta the benches, or we're already both sitting on it... :) while waiting for the carpool 'ta come, (i usually go home at 6...last trip=fewer people in the van) Ja would be getting me the usual thing EVERY SINGLE DAY! :D at least 2 ham and cheese sandwiches, and a mountain dew... or mafro, instead of ham and cheese... haha...sometimes, when Ja decides to go wit his "service" instead of mine, i'd be doing the same thing..sit on them benches and wait for all of my so-called "KUYA's" to pass and say..."1 RIYAL!" sometimes i end up wit 5-10 riyals...:) last week, i went wit my mum 'ta festi, i wus wearing my Lapagayo pushers and as i wus checkin my left pocket, i found... 1 RIYAL. it made me smile. "i remember how this got here..." i thought to myself.. we had just done painting on them walls...full of vandals and all that, then my best friend Leslie agreed that i'd take a shower at her place since it's like...a 3 minute walk from our sch. :) there wus me,Ja,Nica,Justin,Catherine and Dionne...when i got out of the bathroom, i wus teasing ja... "BEEEHH! AKO NAKALIGO NA!!!" and he'd just throw me that smile...haha...after we ate, he decided to go home and take a shower..he said he'd get back 'ta the sch...so, i stayed at Leslie's for an hour or so.i got back to the school, found Ja in his classroom...then...there wus this time i wus walking wit Dionne and this guy RJ passed by, he usually treats us ice cream...so i asked for a riyal,too...i didn't spend it at once, i just put in the left pocket of my pushers...and it had been there for the LONGEST time.it's been in and out of the washing machine...and it's still there. folded the way it wus... and yes, King Fahad's face is still in it... :) ala lang. just thought of sharing. it's like i don't want to take it out of the pocket anymore... :) memriez...



uhm...

i knew this since last week pa. but for those of you who didn't hear... MADONNA SNOGGED BRITNEY SPEARS AND XTINA AGUILERA!!! :D check it out...GQ.COM.UK ...signed up for the nuslettah... :D i have pix of it in my lappie... HAHA... you could akkshually see their....y'know...stick... haha...how sweet of Madonna 'ta do that... tsk tsk...oh man...the way people act lately just freaks me out... :)

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GOOD MORN'N GUYS! (uhh..wut's so good about it? i don't really know...) the freak... i didn't take my xam in reed... we kinda agreed to taking it at 1:30..my freakin' watch wus late pla...i thought it wus 1:45...i mean,to be 15 mins late won't hurt since our prof knows we HAD to eat... haha... funny...when i got back to the school it wus 2 o'clock already! and my prof wusn't in his office anymore... oh well...i wanna take the xam but i haven't studied 'bout the PCPII very well...



i screwed up LOGIC...big time.from that 82.6 i got... don't even ask. just as long as i don't screw up bioscie that would be fine...i'm not very sure about Consti, but i'm pretty confident... pretty...confident... i didn't screw up there... (*cross fingers*)



i wanted to take a nap but then Len kinda wanted me to go wit her... so...uhm, i went... we just got from McDo...we had fun getting wet from the rain. you should check out my pants...



my head aches. probably cus of last nyt.i thought and thought and thought and thought.we were "fighting" over something not really worth talking about.slept at 2 woke up at 7...i don't even know why i brought it up...wrong subject, wrong person... oh well... we all are entitled to our own opinion...guess i hafta respect that. they have to respect mine,too... i mean they do...but they still think it's wrong...well that goes for me too... ARGH... at least someone's lisnin this time... :) but it wus cool fighting over it cus it kinda made me think and think and think of my actions...i mean, i know wut i'm doing. and i know i'm not doing anything wrong...



143 new email messages...HAHA...kewl... :)



i need 'ta get some sleep...









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This is so stupid. I actually cried over a broken clip my mom gave me. it’s just this ordinary clip, she blabbered about it being the first clip she had that she didn’t break in months. She left it for me, it’s what I use when I’m at home.

I left it on my dresser and went out to the living room to eat my doughnuts. Let’s say, less than 5 minutes. When I got back to the room, I found the clip broken. My cousin happened to dropped it “accidentally”… yea right. Like, HE-LLO? It always happens.. they spill Chocolate drinks on my comforter, they misplace my VCD’s… My parents still haven’t thought of where to put our house up. Y’all know I’m wit my Grandmum and Uncle right now… I mean, they treat me REALLY well… especially my grandmum and my uncle… I have 3 cousins… one of them which is 16 years old…the one who I practically “grew-up” wit…she’s the cousin I’m closest to…the two kids…well, I’d rather be close with Maro…she’s the second…and Louie, oh nevermind… he’s a sweet kid but he’s the one who gets on my nerves most of the time. There wus this one time I got back at him…I have this video of him taking a shower…(HAHA…if Basil knew this he’d say…”Damn you, bad gurl…so mean…” haha… oh well…that’s one side of me you wouldn’t wanna see…NOU WAY… ) :D



One of a few reasons why I don’t want a son as a first born. I wanna have a girl first… (and Ja would say..i want a son first!!! …ARGH….) it’s gonna be fun..i wanna be dressing her up… have this really nice house…(not very big… nou….) by the beach… :) well yeah, I could have a beach house… but I guess a nice house…wit this big backyard..then there’s gonna be this pond… and this big, white knitted hammock between two trees near it… woah. That’s where me and my baby would be taking naps… *wink*



Oh, come on! I’m 17…I’m in college. Time flies… I have dreams…these REALLY BIG dreams… but then before I settle down, I wanna be what I really…really…REALLY wanna be… *wink* :D when we all get to see each other again, I wanna be someone… I mean, don’t we all? I mean, I could get that Bentley … Lance could get that Ferrari… Aldrich his Cadillac.. I mean…everything’s possible, ryt? I mean, for me, a ford f-250 or a convertible would do.. HAHA! :D oh well..don’t stop dreaming guys…



I want you guys to see me strutting down in New York like Carrie Bradshaw in my manolos. Or “gliding” in Paris in Prada or Chanel steps… wearing stuff just like you see in Paris’ latest Haute Couture… haha… :D I’m pretty confident I won’t be one of the Faux Pas chicks.. haha…



Oh well…



Just got off the phone, talking to Mum… would you imagine, I wus talking to my cat on the phone… cus mum and I were talking and he wus like, “meow…meow…” over and over… haha… I guess he missed Mum… I miss that darn cat so much. He used to sleep next to me at night… he snores… (aww…sooo cute!) I swear he does…he’d make these lil tigrish snores…. Like…grrr…grrr…. Haha! I miss it…I miss pinching his nose.. :D and all that darn cat ever does is eat, sleep and play… :) lucky cat… no wonder he’s overweight. His vet advised us he should be on a diet… hehehe… I mean, when cats jump down, you shouldn’t be really hearing anything. But not this cat. Whenever he jumps down you could actually hear it, like you’re dropping this huge sack on the ground. And the thing is, he always asks for attention (he got that from me, I guess.. LOL) like, when Mum types her email, he’d jump up the p.c. table and sit just right in front of the monitor…mum puts him down…he jumps up again…this time he’d lay down.. *take note: lay down* on the keyboards… hahaha… what the heck..i’ve had that cat for the longest time. Brought him all the way from Palawan… :D when I get to see him again…I’ll consider that one of the most happiest days of my life… I swear… :)



Okay…gotta get ready…I’ll be in the dorms pretty soon..see y’allz!



Outtie..



oh..and...

"There's gotta be more to life...

Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me

Cause the more that I'm...

Tripping out thinking there must be more

Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more

Than wanting more
"...



:D

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