IF I AIN'T GOT YOU

Alicia Keys



Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power

Some people live just to play the game



Some people think that the physical things define what's within

And I have been there before, and that life's a bore

So full of the superficial



Chorus

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everthing means nothing

If I ain't got you



Some people search for a fountain

That promises forever young

Some people need three dozen roses

And that's the only way to prove you love them



Hand me the world on a silver platter

And what good would it be

With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me





If I ain't got you with me baby

Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing

If I ain't got you with me baby




:D the song that currently keeps playing on my head..



let's see...what's been going on wit me lately?...



I've had another one of those..."i wanna die" phases of my life. But this time it got worst. I had this temporary insanity that lead me to finally...nah...you don't wanna hear about it. What's important is that I'm okay now.



One of the many songs I could relate to:



THE REASON

Hoobastank



I'm not a perfect person

As many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you



I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

That's why I need you to hear



I've found a resaon for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

And the reason is you



I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you



I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you




...what's wit the songs? just feel like posting them... my choice of music is "evolving"...Gawd, just like Lancy I used ta hate rock a lot. But thanks to Zee...who made me learn how to have a space for rock in my heart. I have my Dad to thank for making me love stuff from ToTo to the Beegees. Now I am into a lot of stuff. The Rasmus, Alicia Keys, Joss Stone, yada yada...



LANCY! that is oh-so-sweet of you to actually think of getting me a Versace shirt. Just the "thought" of getting me one, really sweet of ya. :D I know he's currently enjoying his stay in Virginia due to the non-existing underwear they have there. I bet it's in style now. Can't wear one tho. Khh Khh. :D



Should I feel excited that I'm actually turning 18? Maybe i should.. cus my Mom and I agreed that I could to a Vicky Belo clinic...and to THE SPA in either Libis or the one branch that they have in ATC. SHIT, that would be sooooo cool. I can't wait. And altho there are a lot of cute phones now, like the 7200 and the Motorola magic mirror thingy...I'm faithful to the P900. It's my baby. haha! :D



DON'T TELL ME

Avril Lavigne



You held my hand

and walked me home, i know

Why you gave me that kiss,

it was something like this,

it made me go oh oh.



You wiped my tears,

got rid of all my fears,

why did you have to go?

Guess it wasn't enough,

to take up some of my love.

Guys are so hard to trust.



Did i not tell you that i'm not like that?

Girl the one who, who gives it all away.



(chorus)

Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you? (This time)

Did you think that it was something i was gonna do? (And cry)

Don't try to tell me what to do

Don't try to tell me what to say

You're better off that way



Don't think that your charm

and the fact that your arm is now around my neck

Will get you in my pants,

I'll have to kick your ass

make you never forget.



I'm gonna ask to you stop,

i thought i liked you alot,

but im really upset (really upset)

Get outta my head,

get off of my bed,

yeah thats what i said.



Did i not tell you that i'm not like that?

Girl the one who, who throws it all away.





This guilt trip that you put me on

Won't mess me up, i've done no wrong

Any thoughts of you and me have gone away





I'm better off alone, anyway..




It's my song for that person I've loved before. :D

I don't wanna explain further. :D I might be better off alone. but I'm best ta be wit Baby. :D



Gawd...life is just so...weird. But if you come to think of it, without feeling "X-files-ish" we wouldn't see the real beauty of living. Altho it could feel like we're living in deep shit...and go throu things we think we shouldn't be...oh well...it's a part of life...



I'm reading a book "Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho. I've been spending some time at Starbucks in ATC reading it. But mostly I read at the dorm, tho. :D My next book is "Memoirs of a Geisha"... then I'll be buying "A purpose driven life"... :D then i'll be buying more...AAHH!!! the things that I do! A sign of maturity!!! OOHHH!!!hehehe... :D



Schul, schul...I'm enjoying my Intro to Journ class. Constructing news, learning new words...we are actually obliged to watch the news every day since we'd have a quiz on current events every day. :D It's fun. I love what I'm doing. :D





TRY STARBUCKS' LEMON PASSION ICE SHAKEN TEA! MMMM...I'm temporarily bidding Vanilla Frapp goodbye... :D Oh, and thanks to Zee...i got to taste Hubsite's French Vanilla milkshake! AAH! Craving for one now...Errr...



I want my Mommy...(Mommy means = lambing, shopping,kisses, hugs that i've missed for the longest time.... hyuk.) :D



ARRGH!!! Gotta go back to the dorms now. Can't wait ta sleep. :D



take care y'allz... :D

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