WEAK.



NO, it's not what you're thinking... I told Andrew this. I've never felt like this before. :D Whenever I think of him and hug him I feel weak. That feeling when your knees go weak. Haha! :D It's so hard to explain how I feel exactly. And I just want y'all to know : I'm thankful for being dumped. :D I'm thankful for having to go through a year and 8 months of being alone. In exchange to all that...look at what I have. And I'm so happy. and so in love. All that without the pressure. That's what I love about us. Gawd. I had no idea Andrew was... ohwell. :D Maybe it's 'cause we've been spending a lot of time together at the "Secret Lover's Gate" 'til 2- 3 A.M.



God...I pray...this is it.



I love Andrew so much..... :')



Ohwell...downloading songz... it's what I've been doing for the past hour now...



Baby massaged my swollen arm!!! It looks a lot better now... :D And he's starting to adjust to everything. I can see that. :D I'm happy that we get to talk a lot now. I just pray he won't get fed up. Like most guys. But he's not like that. I've been praying for it.



MELT WITH YOU

Jason Mraz



Moving forward, using all my breath

Making love to you was never second best

I saw the world rushing all around your face

Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace



I'll stop the world and melt with you

You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time

There's nothing you and I won't do

I'll stop the world and melt with you



Dream of better lives

The kind which never hate

Wrapped in a state of imaginary grace

I made a pilgrimage to save this human race

Never comprehending the race had long gone by



I'll stop the world and melt with you

You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time

There's nothing you and I won't do



I'll stop the world and melt with you

The future is open wide



I'll stop the world and melt with you

I've seen some changes but it's getting better all the time



There's nothing you and I won't do

The future is open wide



Hmm Hmm Hmm Hmm Hmm Hmmm

I'll stop the world and melt with you.....




Something Eyah would post on her blog...but thanks to her, I loved the song. :D

Hi Eyah! If you ever get to read this... hehe... mwah!!! :D aliw tlga ako sayo.



...hmm.... :D



SUDDENLY

Soraya



A thousand eyes looking at me

but yours is the look that goes right

through me and i

cannot hide from your stare

should i let you in - do i dare

some other hands have tried before

but yours is the touch that makes me

want more and i

cannot hide the urgency

to have you lying here with me because



suddenly in my life

there's something that's got me

mystified and i cannot fight it but i can try

to keep the wonder of it alive



a thousand words have tried to say

but yours are the ones that'll never

fade away and i

cannot hide from their sound

i am mesmerized spinning round and round

some other hearts have tried to steal mine

but yours is the one that i now hold dear

i'll do what it takes to keep you here

i'm a selfish fool and i have no fear



suddenly in my life

there's something that's got me

mystified and i

cannot fight it but i can try

to keep the wonder of it alive



a thousand times i've tried to stay

alone by pushing you away

time after time and tear after tear

i find myself back here with you

a thousand visions have come to me

all promising serenity

and as i struggle to find the source of this peace

i always end up with your kiss



suddenly in my life

there's something that's got me

mystified and i

cannot fight it but i can try

to keep the wonder of it alive



suddenly in my life

there's something that's got me

mystified and i

cannot fight it but i can try

to keep the wonder of it alive




*thoughts about Andrew*.... KILIG!!! :D hehe...





LOCKED IN MYSELF...



I used to be. Now I'm back. I mean, my old self. She's back. Somehow the love that he showed me dug "me" out of the person I turned out to be. I'm still scared. Hell I am. But I wanna take the risk. I really wanna do. I love the feeling of loving...and being loved in return. Just the way you should be.



Baby, thanks... Ugh. I can't wait to see you on Sunday. Miss you already... :(



I'm burning you a CD as well... :D I was inspired by Eyah... :D hehehehe.... Thanks ulit Yah!!! :D

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