Probinsiyanang oh-so.

Someone get me to Pagudpod right this second. I need to unwind for a month. If not, I bet your ass I'll get my hair cut short like my ANTM favorite, Mollie Sue (too bad she got boot out). I've already had three haircuts this month. And its been 5 years since my hair was this short. Hahaha.

Here, the history of Abbie's crowning glory.

Tell me what you think, yo! Haha. Kirsten Dunst's current haircut inspired me to get it cut short, too. Only mine is an inch shorter than hers. Hahaha.

Anyways, the PC at home is busted (again). I swear it broke our (me and my cousin Mao's) heart. Hahaha! These past few days we spend nights playing Mario Kart or Mario Party on the Gamecube while we sip on Louie's specialty - Milo. And afterwards we pop a DVD and snore the night away while it plays. Hahaha. And still I think of it as a productive day. On the days that I'm not at home, I'm at ATC or Makati, meeting up with Andrew, or visiting him at school (I get to see my Kidlat friends too! YAY!). Lately I've been accompanying Andrew to several modeling agencies (of course including mine - Elan) because he's finally considered to get into modeling after years of turning down a LOT of offers. GO BABE! Haha! While I was at Elan, I saw Mamu (our manager, Miss Cecile who is even hotter as ever) there and she was like, "Hey you! Its been awhile! Its good you gained a LITTLE weight! Even just a bit!" And then Andrew goes, "Naaalagaan ko na po kase ng mabuti eh..." And Mamu was like, "That's good, dapat lang!" And I told myself, "Talaga lang ah?" Hahaha!

What also made my month is doing another Fashion Ed with Laureen (Uy) for Seventeen and seeing Nans and Saab again (with not seeing Nans for nearly two years and Saab nearly a year!). I also made new friends with Dior, Laureen's friend and Chamy and Apang (Saab's friends, with Apang happening to be Camille Cruz's friend, too! I miss you Cams!). I just love making new friends! Hahaha.

While I'm so bummed out on not finding the Vogue September '06 issue and the original Marie Antoinette DVD (just like the book, naubusan ako!), I bought the Marie Antoinette OST at Music One in Alabang. There were only like, three of them. Sheesh. And as much as I wanted to get a Putomayo CD (French Cafe! WAH) and throw in Norah Jones' NOT TOO LATE (since the OST costs both of them combined), getting the original OST is really better than just having it on your player. But it really makes me feel like I got it just for the inlay card. Hahaha. So what? It rocks anyway!

Oh and I need your help. Can you suggest a job I can apply for? Like, part-time and doesn't involve a contract? I really need to do something USEFUL while I'm here. And just so I can shop some more. Andrew's been paying for me all the time already, nahiya na ako. Hahaha!

And SOMEONE FLY ME TO LONDON ON THE FIRST OF MAY. Its just so unfair that they fly in Kate Moss for Topshop goodies by June pahere in Manila! Rawr. Good thing though, my Aunt lives in the UK. Hahaha. She promised she'd get me something from Kate Moss' line. Yun nga lang I'll get it by August pa. But at least! Hahaha. Better to get it late, than not getting anything! Besides if I'm still here by June, I'll go grab them myself. The more, the merrier. Hahaha. And if not, my Mom can always me something pag-uwi niya. RAWR. I love Kate Moss. I loved her since I was 12, when a Tito of mine told me I can still get into modeling despite of my height. "If Kate Moss can do it, then so can you! She's one of the shortest models out there!" From then on, she was an inspiration. Damn you Kate, I'd cross all the borders for you, if you know what I mean. Hahaha! Will post photos from the Lookbook of the ones that I like soon. I swear, they make me go "THAT'S GORGE!" LOL.

Anyways, Andrew's right behind me watching TV. Yep, you guessed it right. I'm up North in Pangasinan! Got here the other day.

As for you my dear reader, I embrace you.
Good day!

Thank you ZY for telling me that DJ Kelly of Magic 89.9 mentioned my "Big Brother" experience! That's so grool! It really made my day! Thanks again. Heehee.


And it was all mellow.

OPUS 23 by Dustin O'Halloran. Genius. Genius, I tell you. Its soothing 'no? Makes me really want to go smooth on this entry. No cussing or woohoo's. Ha,ha. But that's kinda hard to do.

Anyways, its been a while. And its also been so unfair of me to have ignored my blog the past few...days. Weeks? When I'm logged on Multiply almost 24 hours a day. Okay don't throw tomatoes at me (or the screen) yet.

Okay, the past few weeks in photos!

1. This is me with George and Aldrich. Funny it looks just like the photo we had taken together about four years ago at a night out in Eastwood. This photo was taken at Paeng's while the rest of them were bowling. Raa. 2. That's Lance! The guy you've been hearing about a lot. Ha,ha! He just got home from the States. Guess what he got me? Hot stuff from Hot Topic! Yay! 3. That's me and Aldrich. And he obviously wants my watch.

Shameless plugging. Haha! 1. That's Seventeen's March Issue. Its the part of the shoot we had last year, my first (Summer) Fashion Ed. Eee! 2. That's for Inquirer's 2Bu! Graduation Article (by Bianca Consunji of course, who else?). Bianca also told me that THIS photo is displayed "around the metro", at Karimadon stores! Wawaweewa. I hope I still get to see it this Saturday. Haha.

1. The Seventeen shoot for the June and July issues of Seventeen. I'm loving the Chocolate & Co. Pinafore dress. Summery! Heehee. 2. That's me with my hero, Tata (Mapa). 3. That's me and photog Monica Barretto (formerly Seventeen's Lifestyle Ed). She's one of the coolest. 4. And who wouldn't LOVE Tatin (Yang)? She's the one of the nicest, sweetest, funniest and smartest make-up artists out there. 5. Oh that's just me feeling it. Hahaha!

Oh these were taken when my Babe spent 5 days at home with me (before I spent 8 days at his place in Pangasinan. Hahaha!) 1.That's us watching TV and me falling asleep. Hahaha! 2.That was really a stolen picture. Proof of how much I love Seventeen, too! Weepee!

There's more actually. But I feel really lazy editing photos now in that format since we still don't have PS installed in this PC ( I was at Andrew's the time I "edited" the ones I just posted kase eh. Badtrip).

But anyway, here's a latest pic of me and Andrew, taken last Sunday.

Starbucks, ATC.

That was taken while we were playing DoTA at the ECG. Hahaha! Sheesh. He looks so disappointed. As usual, sinadya niyang magmukhang timang.

I had another haircut again. Damn my impulsiveness. I felt like a 5 year old while I was getting it done. I knew I didn't like how it looked but I didn't say a thing. Oh well. Its only hair. It grows. Hahaha. Na-inggit kase ako kay GF nung nakita ko yung album niya na kakapagupit lang niya. Tapos naisip ko summer pa. Ang init. Ang sarap magpa-ikli. Tuloy. Mukha na akong Harajuku girl. I mean, there's nothing wrong with that. Its just that, I'm not ready to sport this look yet. But yeah. Good thing I can still tie it up.

O, here. So you'll know what I'm talking about.

Tell me what you think. Yikes!

Okay that's it for today. Its 1 AM. Gotta get up early. Meeting Andrew at school tomorrow. Feeling estudyante parin ako.

Belated Happy Birthday, my dear Belay!!!



Someone get me to Irene's Closet FAST!

Okay I totally grabbed this from (THE) BRYANBOY'S website.

Thank you Bryan, for giving me one more reason to become proud that I'm a Filipina!
I hope we can become bestfriends. Then you can lend me your Spy bag? I'm so cheap that the Spy Bag is my DREAM bag (okay, the Chanel 2.55 too).

LETS be bestfriends!


Nothin' like a good 'ol chill down the spine.

Its nice when you find yourself falling in love all over again with someone you felt you've been with since birth.

Its like getting shivers when he kisses you, not only when he does on your lips, but when his lips touch your cheeks, the sides of your nose, your forehead...

Its when he would unconciously put his arm around you or hug you while you walk behind your friends in a mall.

Its when he would tell you that he loves you on the most unexpected times, or show signs of how much he worries about you going home ALONE late at night.

And how he goes shopping with you even when he's tired.

Its all the little things happening over and over again, but somehow... it brings back the days when you were just starting over, not believing you're finally together.

Oh, do I love you Babe.


I am no Carrie Bradshaw Wedding Gown Disaster!

Okay I typed this entry offline. April 1. Ha,ha! I'm at Andrew's right now (in Pangasinan). My cousin Mao texted me last night and she told me, the internet at connection at home is finally A-OKAY! Woohoo. I'll be interacting with all y'all more soon! YEEHOO!

MARCH 31 2007, my NC friends and I met up. Karl, Basil, Aldrich, Joel, LJ, Ben, George, Gail, and most especially...LANCE, who just got home from the states. We had other friends who came too, like Lance's family friend Jenny, our friends from school, Rachel and Coco, who also came with two of his friends. We met up at Festival then headed to the Town. Yeah. As usual. Where else would we be. Grr.

Lance brought me pasalubong!!! Like, REALLY HOT stuff from HOT TOPIC! Sheesh. I'm going to camwhore wearing them soon.

It feels really good catching up with old friends. And I love that these friends of mine didn't change a bit. Most of them were even sweeter to me now. And I'm loving how Gail is looking these days. See what love can do, people! Hahaha. Will post photos as soon as I get to GRAB them from my friends.

I had to leave at 4:30, but just as I was hugging Lance goodbye, he dragged me to Coco and them to stop me from leaving. We had a group hug. But I was in the center! Hahahaha! Basil was really determined to stop me from going. My friends are the sweetest. Ha,ha! Anyway, I had to leave so I could head to Makati and meet up with Tatin. We went to the Manila Bulletin to do a shoot for ABOUT WEDDINGS. While I was in the car with Tatin, I felt so excited so I texted Andrew about it and he replied, "Baka maging mala Sex and the City girl ka niyan, Beb!" Referring to the episode where Miranda dared Carrie to wear this really awful Wedding Gown for fun which resulted to Carrie physically, emotionally and mentally reacting to it. She had rashes all over her body, and she realized that she wasn't ready to get married, which later on lead to her break-up with Aidan (who I believe she really deserved to be with, but anyway). Andrew's text made me laugh really hard. But we both know that's not possible since I'll always be ready to marry him. And he told me he was,too. Heehee.

OKAY, so...Yes,yes. I had to be in a Wedding Gown. It really freaked me out (in a good way) because I've always wondered what it was like to be in one. And knowing that I'm already 20, being in my own wedding gown...well, that's a few years away na. NA and not PA.

I wore an Edwin Tan gown and it was beautiful. The gown looks simple but the detail is... WOW. I wish I could show you the photo once Tatin sends it to me, but I can't show it until the Exhibit at the Edsa Shang is done, which is on May pa. When the photographer showed me the photos, I was in AWE. To be honest, I've never felt so simple, pure and beautiful up until that moment.

I was in a beautiful white gown, and I had this container in my hand which played as a mock bouquet. My smile was just right. Its what a true bride would've looked like. Genuinely happy. And I know I was in a shoot, and I had to be in the moment, but I just...fell in love with it. With everything. I couldn't get over it. Last night I felt like a different person. It wasn't a Carrie Bradshaw disaster, and that's not just because the gown I was wearing was beautiful. I guess its because I'm slowly realizing that I have to get out of that "I'm still 16!" state of mind and move on. FOCUS on the future this time. And that doesn't mean, me daydreaming about a beautiful house at Ayala Alabang or the Forbes with 5 housemaids. Its daydreaming REALISTICALLY about the future. Which is, another story.

Although I didn't get my Carrie Bradshaw wedding gown disaster, something bad happened after the shoot. But I'd rather not talk about it. I still feel bad about it! Rawr.


Okay that's it for now. Will update you guys asap.
I missed you guys!

I embrace you, yo!

Fergie's GLAMOROUS! LSS! Thanks to my *AHEM* in-laws. Ha,ha!