A Kiss You May Be Missing

Kisses. Did you remember your first one? The intense pounding on your chest, how you can't wait for it to happen but at the same time there's this voice screaming in your head, saying you aren't ready, that brushing your teeth three times wasn't enough, let alone that you gargled with mouthwash afterwards and excessively popped what feels like the entire stock of breath mints on the candy alley at the local supermarket.

That feeling. No matter how imperfect that moment is, the second your lips land on his...or hers, the world stops and nothing else makes sense.

You've probably read a hundred descriptions on first kisses, but none of them really sum up the intense feeling of bliss, that I'm sure still leaves your cheeks all red whenever you think of it.

But believe me, there is another kind of kiss that you will never forget. A kind of kiss that you just HAVE to experience (the best experiences are almost always the unplanned ones).

Sure, all kisses have the same effect especially if its with someone who feel so strongly for. But among all these kisses, one will stand out. 

Its like...you've never felt so alive, but at the same time, you feel like dying, because you're burning with so much passion for each other. All of a sudden you ask yourself if you've ever really kissed anyone before that. Knee weakening, intense, these words don't really sum it up. NOTHING CAN DEFINE IT. It makes you feel like kissing is all you ever want to do, forever.

A kiss that is filled with so much desire  (like you can't even imagine), but the innocent kind. And honestly, you don't even think about doing anything else. JUST KISSING. It feels as satisfying and as completing as taking everything to the next level.

If I had one day to go back to, it would be the day I felt that kiss. And I would do anything to just stay there and relive that moment, over and over, and over, and over, and over...

1 comment:

  1. My first kiss was terrible. Didn't even come close to liking the guy but it happened. But I do have "that" kiss you're talking about and I completely agree with how you described it, Ate Abbie. :D