There's Nothing So Merry About A Merry Go Round

As soon as I find myself back here, well, of course, back where you put me,
I couldn't help but wonder if this is where you'll always place me in your life.
It's not the first time, but every time I'm brought back here, it feels like I've never been here before.
And then I always wish, I always pray, I pray hardest -
that things will get better than the last time I was here.

Please don't break me.
Please, don't be that person.