End It

For a second there, it really did feel like I was on the edge
On the ledge
Standing, Quivering

I could hear the sound of the cars passing by
Seeing the lights of all the Buildings
Looking like stars within reach

And in a split second, I jump
Regretting it 
Too late, like all things in life

But in that moment
Feeling nothing, not even the clothes on my back
Nothing but the empty, vast space

I felt it
And then I hit the ground

I jolted from my imagination
And dreaded what could have been
Have I done just that

If I could have that moment
That moment of feeling
Of falling
Of freedom
Of knowing it was going to end

I would want that feeling and only that feeling
For the rest of my life
That is about to end