She reeked of sweat
And cigarette
Staring into the Sky
With barely a star in sight
Blurred into Oblivion by the City Lights

She watches the Smoke
Emerge from her nostrils
Disappearing to space
Hearing life as it happens
While death dances around her

She is tempted to burn
To pierce her skin
With her fifth light of cancer stick
Just to feel
Just to feel

She cries
Until she could no more
Until she is robbed off of any emotion
Any thought
Of what is

Of what will never be was
Of what should never have been
Of what will always be