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I would go down that road again, but I have successfully dragged my feet to the opposite direction for years.
I know, as soon as the bright red flashes before my eyes, as soon as the flesh cuts into two, I would regret it. All those years of struggling would go down the drain.
Climbing out of a hole on the Earth only to purposely fall back into it.
But this pain of feeling nothing... what could be more painful than this? The hollowness?
I need to feel something.
I need to.